Sunday, December 10, 2006

140.6--Thank You








Photos: (Thought I'd throw in some of my awesome cheering/support crew pictures since this is a thank you posting...) Steve changing his tire in the rain en route to Noodles & Co. to get my post-race food; the Kraft tri gang in their custom t-shirts; my parents on State Street in the rain before my dad's cell battery died; Steve, Kathy, Kristie, Eric, and my mom (Dad's behind the camera) at a bakery en route to Old Sauk Pass hill to cheer us on; and the best damn Sherpa crew and cheering section a girl could ask for. You guys rock!!!!!

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There aren’t really words to thank everyone who supported me during the weekend and, frankly, throughout the whole training process. To everyone who came and braved the elements in Madison, you guys are truly the best—you showed up in places I never expected and kept me going when I wasn’t feeling that great. Seeing you all at the finish line is something I’ll never forget! To everyone who kept tabs on me from afar online and via text messages, voice mails, etc., your thoughts and prayers were what I clinged to as I fought with my emotions throughout the day, and I’m touched that you all would take time out of your busy lives to track me. To everyone who dealt with me during training, all I can say is thanks for understanding when I missed stuff because I had to bike or run, and thanks for the unconditional support throughout the year. To my family, thanks for cutting me some slack this year and understanding when I couldn’t make it home or to Kansas City for stuff, and for not thinking less of me when I had to take time out of our visits to run, bike, or race. Thanks, too, for dealing with the transformation of me from the person I used to be to the person I am—I know it hasn’t always been easy, but I love you for letting me become the person I was meant to be. To Theresa, thanks for keeping me sane when I was completely burned out and for dealing with the day-to-day emotion, and to your family, thanks for letting me make s’mores, bake cookies, etc. with you and regain my perspective. To the Weight Watchers clan, there just isn’t any way to tell you all how very grateful I am for your support over the past three years. To Sue, Michele, Erin, and Jeremy, it has been an honor training and racing with you—and to Sue and Michele in particular, your generosity and patience in sharing your time and letting me crash with you is amazing. And to Vardo, my friend it has been an incredible experience to share this thing with you—I think it’s brought us closer as friends and I can’t think of anyone with whom I’d rather share this thing! You are amazing and I’m so proud of you for all you accomplished this year!

140.6—The epilogue

It’s now been three months since I became an Ironman. In that time, nothing has changed, and yet everything has changed. I’ve cleaned up Tack (took 2 hours and I think I still have work to do) and dealt with the laundry, and my shoes dried out after a couple of days. It took about a week of rest after the race before I got crazy twitchy and needed to do something athletic again—I got back on a treadmill for the first time and had the world’s longest and most sluggish 5K in history, but it got easier after that.

I’ve been back to Madison twice (both for work), and it’s been weird to see the town in a non-athletic light. The second time I was back, I ran parts of the course again—backwards, though, because it seemed somehow sacrilegious to run the actual course for any length. As I ran, I replayed the weekend and the race in my mind—running by special needs, seeing Jenny on the corner, finding my parents, Steph, and Theresa on the ped mall…all very real and yet all memories.

I still train—but way more relaxed and I basically do what I want to do. I ran a half marathon with Theresa at the end of October and had a blast—we ran together the whole time, so it wasn’t a race against the clock per se, but it was a lot of fun to do with her. My run base is still pretty solid, but my bike fitness has dropped off considerably—I’ll get it back, though, of that I’m certain. I finally made it back into the pool a couple of weeks ago—longest half hour of my life, but I did it at least. Amazingly, I still drag my butt out of bed way too early, usually to meet a group at the fitness center for a 6 am run (last Friday, we ran 8 miles in a -7 wind chill), but now I don’t care about time or heart rate—just running for the sheer joy of running. I'd also forgotten what it felt like to wake up and not have a major muscle group stiff, sore, or fatigued beyond belief--that's been a refreshing rediscovery, too.

Vardo and I met in Colorado for what is becoming an annual trip of hiking, shopping, visiting the Coors brewery, and, in general, doing anything but training. While we were hiking, we finally had a chance to share our race experiences, which was awesome, and we talked about what’s next for both of us (I think we’re still trying to figure that out). When we got back, I apparently tried to cram the catching-up portion of my personal life into a few weeks and darn near had a meltdown after being out of town for so many weekends in a row.

I did get the tattoo—a small red m-dot on the inside of my right ankle. Erin and I went to Jade Dragon in Chicago about two weeks after the race, with Sue and Michele tagging along for moral support and/or to laugh at us. I only got the m-dot, though—the flying pig remains at large, so we’ll see if that ever comes to fruition.

So, life is back to “normal” I guess…onto the next challenge, although I’m quite sure I’m OK with a slightly less time-intensive goal for the next one. I’ve signed up for the Indy Mini (half marathon) again, and will be headed out east to New Hampshire for Timberman (half Ironman) with Jenny next August—other than that, my race calendar is empty until I figure out exactly what next year will hold. I can’t wait, though—I love this sport and all it entails, and it’ll be a blast to train for fun again instead of a hugely ambitious goal.

For now, I’m content with the way things are going—having fun, enjoying some down time, and still flying high from my day of glory in September. I’m not sure when I’ll post again—God knows it took me forever to get this stuff posted—so until then, thanks for reading, thanks for supporting, and thanks for being part of this most amazing journey!! Rider off…for now, at least…

140.6 – The morning after






Photos: The room decorations Cara, Sparkle, and Sunshine left for us; the Athena/Clydesdale awards.
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After getting to bed at 1:30 having just done an Ironman, I figured I’d be down for the count until at least mid-morning…unfortunately, Mother Nature had other ideas. I ended up getting up about 6:30 to go to the bathroom (probably more than most of you wanted to know, but hey—bodily functions rock), and when I came back out to go back to bed, Vardo was up and checking the pictures Sparkle had taken on her camera. At that point, we both decided we weren’t going to sleep any more—my legs were sort of twitchy and I think we both had extra adrenaline or endorphins or something running through our veins.

We got up, showered, and decided to head over to the expo again to check out the finisher’s gear. The selection over there was more than underwhelming, but I still walked away with a license plate frame and a red fleece vest. After that, we started sorting through the special needs bags that had been unceremoniously dumped on the lawn. Vardo needed to find both of her bags (thankfully, Jenny and my Sherpa crew followed directions very well and had grabbed my run bag Sunday night, and I had no need to get my bike bag back). As we were digging through the piles looking for her bags, Jeremy wandered by and helped us sort. Eventually we found her run bag, but as we were sorting through the bike bags, I knew I needed to eat breakfast or it was going to get ugly, so I bailed and headed into the hotel to find food. She eventually found her bike special needs, so all was well.

As I sat at the bar in the hotel restaurant (the only seat I could get in a short amount of time), I talked with a guy who actually took a nap in T2 because he was so cold and wanted to warm up, and another guy was telling us about a guy he came across on the bike course who had 5 flats—so all told, I was pretty darn thrilled with my race. After breakfast, my family came over and helped Vardo and me cart all of our stuff down to our cars before the awards ceremony. After another round of hugs, they took off, and I headed over to the awards ceremony to meet up with Sue and Michele (and Vardo, who was having breakfast with her family).

The awards ceremony was fairly uneventful, although I did end up coming in second in the Athena class so I got to go up on stage for the second time that weekend…but this time, instead of a scale, I came home with a plaque, a Timex Ironman watch, a pair of socks, and a Fuel Belt flask. Not a bad weekend for swag, all told…

Following the awards ceremony, we all went our separate ways—yet another round of hugs, then we loaded up into our vehicles and took off. It was pretty odd, though—all of a sudden, the weekend was over, and it was back to life as normal…although I no longer knew what normal was.

On the drive back to my place, I had to stop a couple of times to get out and stretch a little—turns out my legs were insanely fatigued and things were not really thrilled with sitting in a car for too long at a time. After a quick stop at Theresa’s (where I got more hugs from her kids and from Doug), I headed home…only to find my garage and front entry way decorated with congratulations banners, balloons, and streamers, courtesy of the same crew I had just left (that’d be the Whitemarsh clan). It was a very cool way to come home (although it threw my neighbors for a loop).

So, there, on Monday night, I unloaded my car, started the laundry process, and called it a day…and ended my first full day as an Ironman and my first Ironman weekend…and what a weekend it was.

140.6 – The aftermath








Photos: My official finisher photo (after which Greg gave me a big hug); showing my medal off to my cheering section; posing with my medal and (unbeknownst to me at the time) my mom's sign; showing affection to my medal (and yes, that's a Starbucks cup in my hand--and yes, I'm aware that I have an addiction to it); and giving Vardo a big hug when she got back to the room (courtesy of Sparkle).
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Cara took off to go cheer Vardo in and Michele and her mom stayed out to cheer Sue in, but the rest of the crew headed back to the lobby of the Hilton. At that point, I was tired, cold, and in desparate need of a hot shower, so my mom and my awesome Sherpa crew headed up to the room (that I found out later my Sherpa crew had warmed up for Vardo and me by cranking up the thermostat). After a few minutes and several more back slaps and hugs, my mom went back down to the lobby to join my dad, Kristie and Eric, and Steve and Kathy as they headed back out to cheer for Vardo, and I headed for the shower. Theresa took the honors of building the towel dam, then left me to peel off wet clothes and wash away 14+ hours of sweat and grime. After about 15 minutes, I’d had all the hot water I could handle and made my reappearance as a tired, but happy, Ironman.

I sat down and started to eat—I figured that, after every other race, I’d been famished within 30 minutes of finishing, so this should be no different…but by the time I was done with my formerly yummy noodles, I wasn’t so sure that was the best call as my stomach was churning. I should’ve anticipated that digestion would’ve been a tad affected by a lack of blood flow to my stomach (turns out blood goes to your muscles and vital organs during endurance events and immediate recovery, and not to your digestive system), but my stomach was in so much upheaval that I didn’t want to stray too far from the bathroom.

About the time I was discovering that little unfortunate side effect, Michele called to say that Sue and Erin were about ready to finish. She also warned that I shouldn’t sit for too long at a time. Unfortunately, I didn’t feel well enough to wander out again (or at least too far from a bathroom) to head back down to the finish, but I did get up and walk around the room a little. About 15 minutes later, I got a similar phone call from Cara that Vardo was about ready to finish, but again, I was feeling too rough to make it down. I felt badly about that, but there was no way I was going anywhere.

Shortly after, Steph and Jenny headed back to their hotel—Steph, after all, was 8 months pregnant and had stuck it out all day. Theresa stuck around a little while longer to make sure I was OK, and then she also headed back to her hotel. Shortly after, Vardo and her Sherpa crew came up to the room—since I couldn’t be at the finish for her, I gave her a big ol’ hug of congratulations. It was pretty amazing, actually—that the two of us would be Ironman finishers continues to astound me, but it’s so damn cool that we could share that experience!!

Vardo was smarter than I and waited a while before she tried solid food—about 12:30, she tackled a cheeseburger and all was fine. Shortly thereafter, we both called it quits and crashed—we didn’t really talk too much about the race, and I think we were both still overwhelmed with the fact that we had just done this incredible thing.

140.6 – The moment I’ll never forget






Photos (and these are the ones that pretty much say it all): In the finish chute (courtesy of Steph and an odd exposure setting; another in the chute and headed to a high-five with Kristie (courtesy of my dad); high-fiving Kristie (courtesy of Eric); and the two "official" finisher shots.
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As I turned onto Capital Square, I saw Jenny right at the corner—she started to run with me until I informed her I wasn’t running quite yet and forced her to start walking instead. About a half block up, bundled up in a winter coat, I found Claire—the friend with whom Vardo and I stayed Thursday night and for whom I used to babysit—I gave her a quick high five and started to run.

As I turned the corner by the special needs area, I saw Nate, Amy, Carrie, Nicole, and Jeremy (who finished in under 12:30)—gave them high fives and turned back to keep running…only to find myself almost running through the special needs bags as I also tried to pull off my wet and soggy gloves. I quickly rerouted back onto the road and tried to take it all in—the spectators along the side of the road cheering us along, the runners coming back from the @#$%! turnaround and headed back out for lap #2, the banners, the lights, and everything else…still made fairly crappy by the pouring rain, wind, and cold, but absolutely amazing nonetheless.

As I made the final turn of the run course onto MLK Drive, everything turned into a weird combination of a blur and the kind of slow-motion action normally associated with highly dramatic movie shots. I remember turning and starting to smile from ear to ear, shouting to the crowds, high-fiving anyone who had their hand out over the fence, passing the turnaround and knowing that I didn’t have to go back out again, and then there, in front of me, was the finishing chute---not the version that’s been the wallpaper on my home computer, but the real, honest-to-God thing.

As I passed the Ford Explorer on the ramp that I remembered from last year, I hit the chute—still smiling, still yelling, arms raised high or high-fiving…and I savored every damn second that passed. Theresa, Steph, Cara, and my parents were on the left side of the chute, but I was on the right—and a little too preoccupied with slapping hands of the spectators to motor on over to the other side, but I heard every word of encouragement and pride that they shouted. Kristie was on the left just passed the recognition mat, though, and I gave her a big high five and a smile just before I did that magic thing.

At 9:08:41 pm, I hit the finishing tape and crossed the finish line of Ironman Wisconsin 2006 with a time of 14:08:41—about 51 minutes faster than my goal of 15 hours and about 3 years and a month after I started my Weight Watchers journey. As I crossed, two volunteers “caught” me—one of each side—who put their arms around me, wrapped a mylar blanket around me, and, in a moment that I’d dreamed of since September 12, 2005, put a finisher’s medal around my neck.

After one last cup of chicken broth, one of my catchers grabbed a finisher’s bag for me and pointed me over to the finisher’s photo area. I straightened my number bib and smiled big for the camera, then saw Greg in the same area and got a big bear hug from this stranger who helped carve out the best moment of my life to this point. Over his shoulder, Michele and her mom were behind the fence, both smiling and yelling for me.

I made it out to the exit area to find my friends and family huddled together, smiling, and waiting for me. I got hugs from my parents, Kristie and Eric, Theresa, Steve and Kathy, Cara, Steph, Jenny, Claire, and Michele. Steph handed me a caramel macchiato from Starbucks, and I dug my finisher’s hat out of my goodie bag and slapped it on my head. Pictures were taken, including one of me kissing my medal and one with the “Roehring to the finish” sign that my mom had made for me. The whole time (which was probably only ~3-4 minutes or so), I was struggling to keep my mylar on and to stay warm, but I didn’t care at all. As Kathy finally handed me my Japanese Pan Noodles and we started to head back to the Hilton, the moment I’ll remember forever kept playing through my mind…crossing the line and hearing “From Carol Stream, Illinois…first-time finisher Kari Roehr…YOU ARE AN IRONMAN!”

And you know what? Turns out I am…and I’m pretty sure I saw a pig or two flying by.

140.6 – The Run (aka 5:16:01)







Photos: Coming out of transition and high-fiving Theresa and Steph; Lap 1 toward the beginning heading out to State Street; close to Picnic Point on lap 1 (courtesy of Kristie and the Ducks); Lap 2 coming out of the State Street Ped Mall (courtesy of Sparkle and crew)--threw this in to show off the lovely weather; and lap 2 by Picnic Point again--note the look of "fun" on my face, which is why I started walking about 1/2 mile later (again courtesy of Kristie and the Ducks).
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As I turned out of the transition area, I saw two very very welcome faces—Steph and Theresa, all decked out in their finest clear disposable rain gear and their gold Iowa State shirts, standing right at the start of the run course. Theresa had a “defy gravity” sign that was getting rain-soaked, but it was still very cool to see it as I ran over to gave them high fives. They asked how the bike was, and I told them that it was absolutely miserable, but that I was doing OK. As I ran by them, I saw Sparkle, Cara, and Sunshine, so I high-fived them as well. Catherine and her mom were standing at the first corner, and the Kraft cheering section was across the road from them, so the first block was very motivating in lots of ways. [The one random thing that happened, though, was that one of the holes on my race number bib gave way (turns out the bibs weren’t water proof—bad plan given the weather for the day), so I had to figure out how to tuck it around my belt to keep it intact (not hugely critical, but darn it, I wanted my finsiher’s picture, and I knew I’d need my number showing to make that happen). I guess it was a good distraction, though—kept my mind occupied at several points along the route.]

At the first mile marker, I pulled out a couple of the notes from my pocket and read them—it was pretty cool to know that my friends and family were with me in my pocket the whole way. However, at about the 2-mile mark, I decided it was too wet and my hands were too cold to deal with them any longer, so I just clung to the happy thoughts and good luck I knew they would bring me.

When I got onto the out-and-back section on the bike path (at least I think it’s a bike path—it was concrete, so who knows), I ran next to a guy who was literally chanting to his left leg to regain feeling—sort of a military chant, which was amusing for a while—but it got annoying shortly thereafter. After I took my jacket off (like I said in T2, I knew it would last long), I passed him to avoid the continued chanting, and soon came behind a VERY chatty guy from Georgia and one of the training partners of Sue’s friend Barb (triathlon is a small world, after all). I followed them into Camp Randall Stadium (home of the University of Wisconsin Badgers football games)—thankfully chatty guy wasn’t able to hold his pace, so I passed him, but I didn’t get a chance to talk to Barb’s friend as she had already pulled ahead. I tried to smile for the ASI photographer stationed inside the stadium, but I was more focused on running on the turf—in its soggy state, it wasn’t the easiest surface to run on, and the last thing I wanted to do was take a digger in the stadium.

I made it safely out of the stadium and continued on my merry little way, although as I’d never run the run course before, I really had no clue where I was in the route or what was coming up. I was keeping a decent pace at that point—right around 10 minute miles including walking through each aid station for water (still can’t drink on the run), so I was pretty happy with that, although a little scared that I’d taken off too fast again. The run course following Camp Randall is fairly hazy in my memory—not too much going on other than residential areas. That part of the course is on the out-and-back, so I could see runners headed back toward the capital—in fact, I saw Barb (Sue’s friend) and cheered for her (it took her a minute to figure out who I was, but the Kraft logo on my shorts seemed to help as she cheered for me when we passed each other again a little later).

I also remember seeing Jeremy and Michele, both running very strong and looking good—we high-fived as we passed, and even seeing them for that brief instant was enough of a morale boost to keep me focused. One of the coolest things about the race through the whole thing was the interaction with the other athletes—with weather conditions as they were, it seemed like we all banded together to help each other make it through (at least with the folks racing my pace—might’ve been different with the top age-groupers and pros).

The aid stations were awesome, too—I felt bad for the volunteers trying to hand out the cold sponges, as they’re normally a lifesaver in the heat, but not so much in the miserable rain. I kept grabbing water only at that point in the race—I took some gel about every 3-4 miles, but had decided prior to the race that I wasn’t going to take anything at the aid stations as long as I could choke down gel.

Before I knew it, I was tackling Observatory Drive (a bitch of a hill with a false flat in the middle of it)—I sort of ran up it, but gave up after about 100 feet or so and opted to walk. The downhill was fun, though, and pretty soon I ended up on State Street again. I kept scanning the crowds as I hadn’t yet seen my parents, and, lo and behold, I saw them about two-thirds of the way down. I also found Theresa standing on something (I think she told me later it was a planter)—she was apparently the designated spotter and so headed for an elevated vantage point. Steph was there, too—in all her pregnant, rain-soaked glory—it was awesome to see them all over there. The cool part about that State Street section is that it’s actually a turnaround, so I got to see them both before and after the turnaround point. My mom had her red and yellow pom-poms going strong, and my dad was all grins with his camera—didn’t stop to talk to them, but as I passed I let them know I was doing OK. Theresa came down from her vantage point and stuck her hand out, too—she asked how I was doing and I told her I was hanging in there.

It was a pretty big high seeing my parents and Steph and Theresa along State Street, and I was a little sad to have to keep going. But, to my delight, after I ran down the bike path along Lake Mendota, I found Kristie, Eric, Steve, and Kathy near Picnic Point. They were all decked out in yellow rain ponchos and looked like a pack of ducks, but I was thrilled to see them there. The part of the run course after State Street and along the bike path is desolate and isolated—not to mention really fricking windy—so it was awesome to see friendly faces in their duck outfits. Kristie ran with me a little while—as she told me, only I could actually get her to run—and she checked in to make sure I was doing OK. It was cool—they were positioned in a place where I got to see them twice within a short distance. After I ran down through the “inspiration station” area where there were a ton of signs posted (found one for me that said “Roehring to the finish”), music playing, etc., I hit another turnaround and headed back toward where the four ducks were camped out. This time, Kathy ran with me for a little while—apparently I was looking a little tense, so she coached me to loosen up a bit…made much easier when Eric gave me a parting “Go Jayhawks” and I, in turn, raised my arm and flipped him off. Probably not the most tactful thing, but it made me laugh (the ducks, too).

After I left the ducks, I made my way back to the capital along the same route I’d taken earlier. I passed Jeremy at about mile 9—he was on his second loop already, but gave me the heads up that he had just passed Vardo not too long before. I kept an eye out for her and was relieved to see her a few minutes later, although she looked pretty rough—she looked like she was freezing and was wrapped in a mylar blanket as she ran along. I was concerned by her appearance, but very much relieved to see her out on the run course. I found out later that she had a miserable bike and was, indeed, freezing—plus she couldn’t really feel her hands or feet yet at that point.

By about mile 10, I had to go to the bathroom so badly I couldn’t stand it any longer, so I ducked into a Port-o-let at the next aid station. I have to admit that it was so nice being dry and warm—I just tried not to think about that fact that being in a Port-o-let was making me happy. With the call of nature answered, I kept plugging away toward the capital. I saw Erin when I got to the bike path area—she had a huge grin on her face and looked really strong. I found out later that a flat tire on the bike had almost caused her to miss the cutoff, so she was just thrilled to be able to continue on the run.

As I neared the capital on State Street, I saw my parents, Jenny, and Dave—Dave actually even ran with me for about a half a block (although his pace was just a tad fast for me). After several miles with no spectators that I knew, it was a welcome sight to see them, and when I turned onto the capital square and headed for special needs, I saw Steph sitting on a bench behind the aid station.

At special needs, I grabbed my bag and started digging through it—two of the volunteers helped me change my jacket (including getting my notes and picture out of the pockets, and one of the women grabbed my gloves from my bag (which I’d forgotten I had in there) and handed them to me. I toyed with changing shirts, too, but at that point, I was just very happy to have a warm and dry jacket, so I grabbed my other gel flask and kept moving. Jenny (Iowa State Jenny) and her fiancé were across the street—I hollered over to them that dry clothes rock and ran to the turnaround.

The Madison course is mean in that the turnaround is literally about a block from the finish line—with one poor volunteer whose sole job is to tell people that they need to turn around and do another 13.1-mile loop. But, like everyone else, I rounded the cone and headed back out. I saw Theresa pretty much right at the turnaround, then passed Steph again at the aid station—I yelled to both of them to make sure they knew that I had changed jackets. I headed down State Street again and also let my parents know about the clothing change before trekking back out to Camp Randall one last time.

Honestly, the first part of the second loop is a blur in my memory—I think I was just so focused on getting done that I really didn’t pay attention to anything other than forward progress. I remember passing both Michele and Jeremy as they headed into the finish area—crossed over to give them high fives, and both of them were grinning from ear to ear. As it turned out, both of them had awesome races—Michele even had a PR marathon time as her marathon split, which is absolutely amazing. But, beyond seeing them head in, the rest, as I said, is a blur—more water stops (and longer walking sections through the aid stations), more gel, more rain, more cold.

By the time I got to Observatory Hill again, I was starting to slow down considerably—things were starting to hurt, and I was tired of being wet and cold. The fact that I had also completely had it with gel by that point wasn’t exactly boding well for the rest of the journey either, but I kept taking water at each stop at least. I walked up Observatory Hill just behind a 61-year old man (I only knew that because his son was running along side of him and kept commenting his amazement to his friend). The fact that he was ahead of me kept me plugging away, and when he took off to run down the hill, so did I. Funny thing about ego—it kicks in at the most random times and makes you keep going when you really want to cash it in for a little while.

At the bottom of the hill where we turned to head toward State Street again, I passed Sparkle, Cara, and Sunshine, but none of us recognized the others until I had passed them. I yelled to them over my shoulder and waved, but knew that I’d see them again shortly after I did the little turnaround on State Street one last time. I was feeling pretty rough at that point and was worrying about bonking, so I popped a couple of Endurolytes and some gel with the hope that something in that mix would help ease the pain a little, and I grabbed two waters just in case dehydration was kicking in—at that point I had no clue what else to do, but I tried the logical stuff. Even as crappy as I was starting to feel, State Street was still pretty cool—even with it being dark and very dreary out, there were still a lot of spectators out and about. My parents were at the turnaround again—my dad was all smiles and cheering me on—stuff like “way to go” and “looking good”…my mom, on the other hand, was teary-eyed and told me she was very proud of me. I tried to focus on the cheers rather than on Mom’s emotion—at that point, the last thing I needed to do was start crying.

I passed Sparkle, Sunshine, and Cara again—this time we actually talked a little and I let them know that I was doing OK. I headed out toward Picnic Point again along the very very dark, rainy, windy bike path, and at the aid station, I tried something new—grabbed a few orange wedges and a cup of the chicken broth everyone had said would change my life. Turns out they were right—it was warm and salty, and it was just what the doctor ordered to lift my spirits just a little. Thankfully, I was also coming up on the area where I saw the ducks (Eric, Kristie, Kathy, and Steve) on the first loop—and like a sight for sore eyes (and sore everything else), they were there again. This time, Kathy ran with me for a little while—she asked how I was doing and told me that I was still looking strong, and I wanted nothing more than to believe her at that point in time. I talked to all of them a little bit as I kept running by, then walked with Steve through the aid station as I grabbed some more chicken broth (my new best friend, if food/liquid can be a best friend).

I headed down to the “inspiration station” again, and as I was headed back, I realized that absolutely everything hurt—not a fun thing to have running through my mind. The worst part was that my joints hurt like bloody hell—my ankles, knees, and hips were in agony, which is something I’d never experienced before. I was ready for muscle fatigue, but I sure as hell wasn’t ready for joint pain like that. By the time I realized the last few miles of my really long journey were going to be pretty painful, I was back to the ducks for one last reunion. This time, Steve walked through the aid station with me again, and then Kristie ran/walked with me for a bit. I had an odd request for her—I gave her a very specific order for Japanese Pan Noodles with tofu and extra broccoli from Noodles and Company to be waiting for me at the finish line. Kathy told me later that she thought I was going to tell Kristie that I was going to call it quits—guess I looked even worse than I felt.

Shortly after I left the ducks one last time, I made a very conscious decision to walk for an extended period of time—I checked my watch and realized that, if I ran the last 4.5 miles, I could probably break the 14-hour mark, but I knew it would hurt like hell. Rather, I decided to take a chance and walk it in—at least until I started feeling a little better—and know for sure that I would be able to remember my first Ironman finish with a smile on my face. So, with that decision made, a load was lifted from my shoulders, and I started pressing on. Shortly after that, I met up with a guy named Greg who was also walking—I had heard him chatting with another guy behind me and knew he was planning to walk most of the remaining way, and from his conversation, he seemed like a nice guy. I joined up with him and kept his pace—after I asked him if he minded if I walked with him for a while, his response was a very solid “of course you can”, and off we went.

Greg’s pace was more than a tad faster than what I was expecting to walk, but it was nice having the company, so I hauled ass (or at least that’s what it felt like at the time) and kept up with him. Turns out Greg was a retired professional marathoner who used to run professionally for Reebok, and that this was his last competitive event of his career. He decided to call it quits to focus on coaching high school cross country and to get his pilot’s license. His wife was also competing in IM WI—her first—and as we walked, he told me that if she didn’t finish, he was going to give her his medal because he was so proud of her. We talked about the Grands Rapid area—he’s from a small town just outside of there—and I told him about the Grand Rapids Marathon…then I remembered he was retiring from competition. At the aid stations we passed, I grabbed two cups of chicken broth—one for each of us—and we kept chatting. It’s still amazing to me that two people can meet so randomly and share an hour of their lives, knowing full well that when all is said and done their paths would likely never cross again, but man am I grateful for the hour that I shared with Greg! He kept talking to me, giving me tips on how to come into the finish for a good picture, talking to me about the post-race recovery, and everything else under the sun.

When we turned onto State Street for the final approach, I saw Kathy running up the street ahead of me. She was dangling a Noodles & Co. bag in front of her and taunted me with it—although, as I told her, as much as I do love my Japanese Pan Noodles, that wasn’t doing anything for me when compared to the finish line, which at this point was a mere five blocks away. I found out later, though, that Steve, Kathy, Kristie, and Eric had a flat tire en route from their post near Picnic Point to Noodles—darn those curbs that jump out of nowhere—but they had still made arrangements with Jenny to make sure I had my Noodles…as it turns out Kathy made it to Noodles anyway, but the flat tire story still cracks me up. The other comedic part of the whole thing is that Kathy told me later that, even though Greg and I were walking, she had a tough time keeping up with us while running—proved to me that Greg was a serious pacesetter, even while walking.

Shortly after I saw Kathy, Greg turned to me, gave me one last high five, pulled off his trash bag poncho, and took off running for the finish line. I, however, was still resisting the run and kept on walking—I knew I had about two blocks left before I needed to run it in, and I was going to savor those last two blocks for all they were worth. Finally, though, with the capital in sight, I made one last turn off State Street and onto Capital Square.

140.6 – T2 (aka 0:14:10)



Photos: (Didn't actually have any pics of this transition as folks were very spread out by this point). But, since I have these of me coming out of transition, I thought I'd throw them in.
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I was so excited to be inside—out of the rain, out of the wind, out of the cold, and, most importantly, off my bike. I grabbed my T2 bag from the transition room and headed into the women’s changing room. Paula, one of the changing room volunteers, grabbed my bag as I sat down. She was a godsend—she helped me get my toe covers off my shoes as I started to peel off the other layers, then she dumped out my bag and started arranging things in logical order. As I stripped down again (no chance I was going to take off on the run with anything other than dry clothing), she handed me my towel, shorts, and sports bra, then asked what else I wanted and in what order. I grabbed my tri shirt (had to have the back pocket), then probably threw her a loop when I asked for my gel flask and Ziploc bag with my tums and Pepto, but I had to get that stuff settled in my tri shirt before I could do anything else. I did laugh, though—she took one look at my Endurolytes and started laughing—turns out Paula is a marathoner and knew exactly what those were—she was also very well aware of the fact that I likely wouldn’t need any due to the weather. I ended up stashing my Endurolytes tin from the bike in my pocket, though—figured I was better off having them just in case.

Once I had everything situated, I grabbed my long-sleeve shirt and pulled it on, then put dry socks and shoes on (Paula even helped me pull my shoes on). I grabbed my bag of notes and my “before” picture, shoved them in my jacket pockets, and shrugged into my jacket—I figured I wouldn’t have it on very long, but I was so fricking cold I didn’t care. Paula handed me my race number belt and I put it on, and, after giving her the bottles of Gatorade and water and the banana that I had in my bag but didn’t want, I thanked her profusely for her help and was out the door.

It’s funny, though—a number of people have asked me since the race how I managed to head out in that weather knowing that I still had to run a marathon, but the honest answer is I really didn’t think about it like that. I remember heading out knowing that I just had the run left and feeling relieved that, at this point, I didn’t have to worry about mechanical issues or getting kicked in the head. I also remember knowing that I had to do two loops and then I would be done, and I know I was trying like hell to not take off too fast. But I don’t recall, however, ever thinking that I was facing a marathon—probably good at that point, but it does seem weird that the thought never occurred to me. Regardless, though, I crossed the timing mats yet again, ran through the run out arch, and was on my way one last time.

140.6 – The Bike (aka 6:56:54)








Photos: Headed out on John Nolan Drive in Madison at the start of the bike; Loop 1 after the Foremost farm and right before Old Sauk Pass (bitch climb #1); Loop 1 climbing Old Sauk Pass (courtesy of my dad); Loop 2 in Verona (courtesy of Kristie); and thankfully almost done on the bike path in Madison headed back to Monona Terrace (courtesy of a Kraft-ie).

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I was a little concerned about riding down the other helix, what with my stunning bike handling ability and all, and the fact that it was raining pretty steadily (not hard necessarily, but steady at least) didn’t add to my confidence, but I made it down to the bottom with no issues. Other than a pretty good bump over one of the bridges (and the resulting bottle and CO2 cartridge carnage along the road near the bump—thankfully not mine), the ride out to the Alliant Center was uneventful. I have to admit, though, that a couple of the turns on the bike path were not all that fun—pretty sharp, especially considering the number of people attempting the turns at the same time. It was also the first time I’d ridden the part of the course between Monona Terrace and Rimrock Rd—prior to race day, we’d always just taken the straight bike path to Rimrock.

As we headed through the parking lot at the Alliant Center, I heard my name being yelled, and when I turned to find who was in the parking lot, I found Karen, a fellow Kraft multisport team member, cheering along the side of the route. That was wholly unexpected, but it gave me a huge mental boost as I headed to Verona. Shortly after I turned onto Whalen Road, I got another little boost as Chris, Anthony, and Drew from the Bike Shop hollered at me from the road—they were cycling back toward Madison on the other side of the road, and I actually didn’t recognize them until I heard my name and looked over to find Chris and the other two on their bikes. That was just the first of many times along the course that I was grateful for my very conspicuous Kraft jersey.

The main thing I remember from the ride into Verona was just the number of people I was riding with—quite the contrast from the training rides when it was just me (or, at most, Michele, Sue, Erin, Jeremy, and me). It was tough maintaining the 4-bike length distance from the bike in front of me (drafting is illegal in most tris), and, at times, I found myself riding two or three abreast as we pedaled our way into town. Of course, the muddy spray coming off the rear wheels of the bikes in front of me was a definite deterrent to drafting, so I did my good little triathlete duty and stayed back unless I was passing.

It was weird passing the bike special needs area on Paoli St. in Verona—especially since I knew that only 40 miles separated me from getting back to that spot. Other than that, I don’t remember much of the ride to Mt. Horeb other than the crappy weather, which at that point in the day involved ~15 mph winds, steady rain, and 50-55°F temperatures. I think the constant bike traffic and cat-and-mouse passing with some of the same people over and over again helped keep my mind from the stretch of the course that I detest—that being the stretch from Verona to Mt. Horeb—and the distraction of the numerous flat tires and guys pulled off to the side of the road to go to the bathroom helped, too. Also, without my Camelbak for water, I had to keep thinking about when the next water stop was, when I needed to refill my aerobottle, when I needed to swig my Perpetuem concoction, etc.—it seemed like I always had something to pay attention to, which kept my mind off the crappy conditions and the rest of the day.

I nailed the turn onto Hwy 92 (actually on both loops, which was great) and, before I knew it, was headed up the hill into Mt. Horeb for loop one. It was fairly apparent at that point that some of us had trained for hills and some had not—I blew by several people on the way up the hill, which, considering I was going pretty slow myself, was not a good omen for the three hills after Cross Plains for those folks. I made it through the aid station and my first bottle exchange without issue and got ready for Witte Road. I was pleased to see that we’d have crosswinds instead of a head wind on Witte—not that I was thrilled with wind in general, but it would’ve been a much more difficult ride with a headwind. As it was, Witte was just as fun as always—I love that road as I can get some great speed going down, but the love turns to hate in a hurry with the two killer climbs at the end of the road—even the good downhill momentum isn’t enough to keep me out of the granny gear on those, and race day was no exception.

Once I got to the farmhouse at the t-intersection at Garfoot Road, I started getting apprehensive for the wicked downhill, which I was guessing would be even worse due to the weather conditions. After climbing the first hill leading up to the downhill, I steeled myself and got ready to brake like nobody’s business, which is exactly what I did. The first part of the downhill is the steepest, and I don’t think I’ve ever gripped my brakes so hard in my life. I actually was a little freaked out by the first descent, but thankfully everyone around me was also riding conservatively, so we all made it around the curve at the bottom of the hill safely. From there, Garfoot got a lot easier—I still rode the brakes a little more than normal, but made it without issue. The road leading into Cross Plains seemed like it was straight into the wind, and I began to question if I needed to stop and put on my wind jacket. I decided to ride it out and see what happened after the three climbs—I figured I still had a long way to go and a lot of hard riding to come, so I hoped the chill I felt would go away. After bottle exchange #2 in Cross Plains, I started mentally preparing for the hills on Old Sauk Pass.

After rounding the corner near the Foremost farm, I saw the “official” photographer snapping pictures left and right, so I tried to look focused while trying to get ready for the climb. As soon as I started up the hill, though, I got a huge surprise—my parents, Kristie and Eric, and Steve and Kathy were all on the middle part of the hill cheering me on. Steve even ran with me a little while—I wish I could’ve thanked them more when I was riding up, but I frankly was completely anaerobic and unable to talk beyond a quick “hi”. It was awesome seeing them there—completely unexpected, which made it even more incredible.

Before I knew it, I was up that hill and onto the hill with the cell phone tower. Again, very much to my surprise, I had supporters on the hill—this time the three guys from the Bike Shop. Even though the hill was crowded with spectators (it felt very “Tour de France” for a while), I picked out Chris right away—of course, it helped that he was yelling my name. As with the first hill, I couldn’t really talk other than to say hello, but it was still very very cool. Thankfully, the cell tower hill is short (steep as hell, though), so I was up and over and on to the next adventure.

After a brief stretch of straight road, there is another downhill with a turn at the bottom—it’s a little ugly (well, more than a little as one of my fellow Kraft tri teammates, Mark, broke his collarbone in a crash at the bottom of the hill a couple of years before), and with the weather, I again rode the brakes pretty hard down it. The third and final climb is pretty much right after that, so I turned the corner and started up it. I was once again stunned to find supporters on the hill—turns out Jenny (the Iowa Stater we ran into Saturday night) and her fiancé were there supporting the Des Moines crowd and cheered for me, too.

After the final climb, it was back to Verona, but not before I saw Rosalyn (from IM Mondays) on the curve leading onto North Nine Mound Road. Between the supporters, the other cyclists, and the nutrition/hydration stuff, the first loop seemed to fly by way faster than it ever had on a training ride. As I rode into Verona, I was feeling great—even better when I heard Nate, Amy, Nicole, and Carrie (more Kraft-ies) cheering me on. Shortly after I passed them, Michele rode by me—I knew it was just a matter of time before that happened. As she rode by, though, she hollered over to that I better be smiling because I only got one shot at my first IM. As with other times when she’s passed me or I’ve passed her in races, it gave me a fantastic morale boost and sent me merrily on my way to special needs.

When I got to the special needs area, I actually rode way by my number and had to turn around, but eventually stood down from my bike and grabbed my bag. I need to mix up some more nutrition, so I grabbed the water bottle and my extra bike bottle with my Perpetuem and gel pre-mixed and started playing bartender. Easier said than done—at that point, my hands were cold and I was crabby, plus I had a headache that I had hoped would go away. Thankfully, I also had some Tylenol 8-hour in my bag, so I used my leftover water to wash those down. With the weather as cool as it was and with most of my training taking place in the heat, my hydration strategy was a bit out of whack, so I also took advantage of the Port-o-lets at special needs after a brief wait in line with others who overhydrated.

With the pit stop over and my nutrition safely restocked, I took off for loop 2. Loop 2 was pretty much the same as loop 1, except there was a brief 10-minute respite from the rain right as I took off for Mt. Horeb. It was fantastic only having to worry about the cool wind and not worry about being wet and cold for a while, but the rain came back shortly thereafter. Again, I spent so much time focusing on everyone and everything else around me that, before I knew it, I was climbing into Mt. Horeb for the second and final time. I had a welcoming party of sorts on the hill—Vardo’s parents (who were done volunteering by that point), her sister, and aunt and uncle were just pass the overpass cheering.

From there, it was down Witte Road again, then Garfoot Road, then into the @#$%! headwinds into Cross Plains before getting ready for the climbs again. I figured my parents and company had headed back to Madison, so I wasn’t surprised that I didn’t see them on the Old Sauk Pass hill again. I caved to a little bit of fatigue and got up out of the saddle for the last little bit of the climb—I was hoping to make it to the third hill before that happened, but all things considered, I was OK with it. Chris and the Bike Shop guys were still on cell tower hill, along with Dave, another Kraft-ie who actually signed up for IM WI 2007—he ran a little with me up the hill, which was very cool. I remember getting a bit frustrated, though—the crowds (while awesome) were crowding the route so much that it was brutal to pass, and I got behind a slower rider that I wanted to pass. I managed to pass him anyway, but was fairly irritated—or maybe it was just general crabbiness that it was still rainy and cold.

I had to get up and out of the saddle again for the third hill, but, by that point, I was so excited to be done with hills that I actually let out a yelp of joy. I remember chatting with a couple of guys riding down Shady Oak Lane—we were all pretty bitter with the weather and ready to be done, but we were also absolutely thrilled to be done with the worst part of the ride. Rosalyn was still at her corner cheering us on, which was cool, and then it was into Verona one last time.

Before I turned onto Main Street, I was stunned to see Eric and my dad along the side of the road. They were jumping up and down and cheering, and then, as I turned the corner, I saw my mom, Kristie, Kathy, and Jenny jumping and cheering, too. I didn’t expect to see them at all on the second loop, and I was thrilled. When I rode by, I hollered over to them that I wouldn’t even watch a football game in that weather—they thought I said that I’d rather be watching football (not necessarily the case, but at least I would’ve been inside at a bar instead of biking in the rain). Having passed them, I had 16 miles left to go—one more leg of the bike!!

I was ecstatic to turn onto Whalen and head back into Madison…at least until I realized that I’d be riding into a headwind the whole way back. It really was a cruel joke of nature that, after 96 miles of riding in the cold and rain, I’d have to ride the rest of the way into a significant wind. But, the momentum of the knowledge that I was almost done with the ride made it manageable—there were times, in fact, where it didn’t even seem like it was windy. I even managed to get up the hill at mile 102 (the “one last hill…now run” hill) in the second-to-easiest gear—not quite granny gear at least. After that, it was all downhill (metaphorically, at least) until I saw Madison in front of me.

As I turned into the Alliant Center parking lot on the return, I talked with a couple of guys around me—one of whom was just plain bitter. He admitted that he had basically peed on himself several times—more than what I wanted to know from a new acquaintance, but not all that surprising given the sheer quantity of guys I saw taking care of business along the side of the road throughout the ride. With that admission, though, I decided I’d rather be in front of him than behind, so I passed him and headed back to Monona Terrace. After curving around the bike path again, I finally saw what I had been dreaming of for at least the last 20 miles…the helix that would take me into T2.

I didn’t know how rough it would be to get up the helix, so I dropped into my little ring and started downshifting-turns out it was easier to climb than I was anticipating. At the top, I let out a big holler of joy, dismounted, crossed through the arch and over the timing mat, then handed Tack off to a volunteer—we’d had a good ride, and it was weird to hand her off to a stranger, but that’s the way it’s done. Before I knew it, I was running into the warmth of Monona Terrace and into T2…

140.6 – T1 (aka 0:19:31)






Photos: The T1 room with our transition gear; a shot of the bike transition area; my favorite picture of Michele headed toward her bike; me headed into get my bike; and me through the arch and on my way to spot 2295.
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After crossing through the swim finish arch, I turned toward Monona Terrace and headed over to the wetsuit peelers (aka strippers), whose sole purpose as volunteers was to help athletes out of their wetsuits in an expeditious way. I had my wetsuit unzipped and was valiantly trying to get my arms free so I could get at least my torso out of my wetsuit before I got to them, but my heart rate monitor wrist watch got in the way in an ugly way. I ran over to two women who weren’t helping anyone else at that time, and they helped me get my arms free (sadly, in the process, I let go of my good goggles, which I had in my hand—thankfully I escaped with my swim cap as a momento). After peeling my torso down far enough, I dropped to the ground and laid on my back while they yanked my wetsuit off—and a hell of a lot faster than I’d ever been able to get free on my own.

After thanking them profusely, I threw my wetsuit over my shoulder and headed up the helix to the transition room. I saw my parents and Rosalyn from IM Mondays toward the bottom, and apparently ran by Kristie, Eric, Cara, Sparkle, Sunshine, and Vardo’s family without spotting them, then saw Theresa, Steph, and Jenny at the bike out area before heading into Monona Terrace. The run up was pretty cool—lots of cowbells, signs, people clapping—even for no one in particular, which in general made me feel like a rock star. I remember checking my watch on the way up and being stunned at my swim time—I figured I was on pace for a ~!:35-1:40 swim at best, so imagine my surprise when I realized I’d done it in 1:22 instead.

I used that momentum to carry me into T1, grabbed my bag, and ran into the women’s changing room. It was about this point when I realized I had only packed my normal T1 towel—a small sweat towel—instead of a full-size towel…guess I forgot that I had planned to do a complete clothing change and went with habit instead. So, I dumped out my bag, attempted to dry off with a tiny little towel, and started the changing process. Turns out it’s not easy to pull on a sports bra and tight UnderArmour long-sleeve shirt when you aren’t quite dry…thank God for the kind volunteer who helped me pull the back of my bra down and get my sleeves down on my shirt. I have to admit it was odd being completely naked in front of a bunch of other people, but thankfully I was more than a tad preoccupied and didn’t really have time to think about it too much.

The woman changing next to me and I had a quick discussion about the clothing options for the ride, and we both ended up opting for both leg and arm warmers in addition to shorts, jerseys, and, in my case at least, my UnderArmour shirt. After putting the finishing touches on my outfit, getting my toe covers pulled on over my shoes, pulling on my gloves, and slapping my helmet on my head, I turned out to head out, only to find Sue in the row of chairs behind me. I wished her good luck on the bike and headed out, after also finding Susan from the Bike Shop on my way out. I found out after the race that Vardo was also in the changing room at the same time—turns out she and Sue came out of the water at about the same time—but I didn’t see her at all.

As I headed out of Monona Terrace and to my bike, I made a desperate stop at the line of Port-o-lets outside the bike area. As luck would have it, bike shoes, water (it had started to rain at this point), and slick plastic Port-o-let floors don’t really mix, and I found myself sliding dangerously across the floor—thankfully (and I mean seriously thankfully), I stayed upright and didn’t fall—I have to think that would’ve been disgusting. After completing my task in said Port-o-let, I ran up to find my bike after waving to Steph, Theresa, and Jenny on the way. Vardo’s dad was actually volunteering in the bike staging area and had conveniently opted to hang out near Vardo’s bike (which was on the rack next to mine), so I saw a friendly face, got some additional words of encouragement, grabbed Tack, and headed on my way to the bike out arch.

Unfortunately, once my bike was in motion, I noticed that my bike computer crapped out—it was fine when I racked it Saturday, but it wouldn’t register. I knew it would drive me bonkers not to have at least cadence for the ride, so I opted to cut my losses and stopped by the InsideOut bike mechanic tent for some help. I had to wait for the mechanics to finish up a tire issue before they attacked my computer. It took the guy about a second to pop off my computer and assess the situation (apparently my sweat had corroded the connections), then he sprayed something onto the connections, wiped it off, and popped it back into the holder. He spun my crank to double-check his work, and handed Tack back to me.

With my bike computer fixed and far and away the longest transition time I’ve ever had, I crossed the timing mat at the bike out, hit the lap button on my watch, and climbed on Tack for the ride of our lives…

140.6 – The Swim (aka 1:22:08)






Photos: Vardo and I on our way down to the swim start (courtesy of Kristie); the swim start and 2500 of my closest kicking, fighting friends; chaos in the water; me coming out of the wetsuit peeling area (blocked by my mom's pom pom); me (to the left) coming off the helix and headed into T1.
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It’s funny—I’d heard stories upon stories about the mass swim start, but nothing—and I do mean nothing—could have prepared me for actually doing it. Yes, there was thrashing and splashing, and yes, there were lots of people trying to move in the same direction at the same time, but good God, there is NO way to explain the moment of panic when I realized that I really honestly could get the crap kicked out of me and that I, somehow, had to figure out how in the hell I was going to survive in that insanity. I swam the first 100 meters or so with my face out of the water—figured that was safest from a sighting perspective—and started navigating my way around (and, in a few cases, over) the people near me. The lake was really choppy due to the weather, too, and that wasn’t helping either—at least on the way out for the first loop, it was a little calmer, but add in the splashing from 2500 people kicking en masse and it might as well have been a typhoon.

For pretty much the whole length out to the first turn buoy, I was navigating around people left and right, and I also came to the conclusion that, in general, guys are NOT nice in the water. I’m used to swimming in wave starts with women, who, if you bump into them or they into you, will maneuver away to avoid additional contact. Guys, in general, don’t care and will do whatever it takes to keep moving forward, including swimming over me, grabbing me, kicking me, hitting me, and, in general, not playing nice with the other kids. About midway through the first length out, I took a heel in my right eye—thankfully, though, my goggles stayed put, although it hurt like hell. At that point, I started looking not so much at the next sighting buoy but at the feet around me—I figured I could sight periodically, too, but I was way more concerned about taking another inopportune kick to a body part.

Sadly, though, all of the advice I’d heard about staying 5-10 feet away from the turn buoy was apparently for naught at the first turn—my really crappy sighting abilities placed me right at the buoy and in the middle of a pack of people. So, as I turned the corner, I once again found myself fighting and kicking my way to freedom…or at least to the next space of open water. Along the way, though, someone grabbed my left calf and planted their thumb right smack dab over the still-painful scab from my little bike wipeout the weekend before…and it hurt like hell. I have no earthly idea how someone managed to have such premium placement over the exact spot of my scab, but I’ll chalk it up to the Ironman experience. After wanting to scream (but not as I didn’t want to inhale Lake Monona), I kept swimming to the next turn buoy—still fighting my way through the crowd, but at least this time I sighted well enough to steer clear of the turn buoy, which I managed to keep about 10-15 feet away from me.

As I turned the buoy and started the long straight section back to the starting area, though, the full brunt of the choppy water hit—the same waves that helped me get through the first straight “out” section kicked my butt on the straight “back” section. As soon as I turned the corner, I started bobbing up and down on the waves—if I couldn’t sight before (which I couldn’t), I was pretty much screwed. I bobbed along and tried to keep my body between the kayaks—I’m pretty sure if I added up my yardage I ended up swimming about twice as far on the back stretch, but such is life. At least I started finding a little more open water…although I still kept very very focused on any and all feet in my vision.

After fighting my way through the waves and wondering where in the hell the next turn buoy was, I finally got there, turned, and enjoyed the brief respite of the swim toward the beach before I turned again to start the second loop. As soon as I turned for the front stretch again, I could hear the cheers from the crowd at Monona Terrace—it was pretty wild to be in the water and be able to pick up on the noise of the crowd. It was great, though—I remember the second front stretch from my Masters’ swim a couple of weeks prior, and it was most definitely the roughest part of the swim mentally, so the cheers helped me stay focused and gave me something to look forward to once I got done. The front stretch went OK, and I even found myself with some open water.

The second back stretch was about as fun as the first one was, and I still couldn’t sight well—I pretty much fixed my sights on the Xterra wetsuit in front of me and hoped he wouldn’t get too much off track. But, the thought that I was almost done with the swim was enough to keep me engaged and moving happily along…and when I turned toward shore at the last turn buoy, I’m pretty sure I had a grin on my face under the water.

Before I knew it, I was at the shore and trying to stand up—that long in the water made me pretty wobbly, and the rocky surface didn’t help any (the rug covering the rocks helped a little, but yikes), but I managed to find my way upright and over the timing mat…one leg done, two to go!!

140.6—Daybreak






Photos: Vardo getting bodymarked (pretty sure she'll kill me for posting that one); Vardo and I and our flyaway hair; Vardo and I with her Sherpa crew (aka Cara, Sparkle, and Sunshine); the world's best Sherpa crew (Steph the pregnant wonder, Jenny, and Theresa); and the Kraft gang right before we headed down.
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Somehow—not quite sure how—both Vardo and I managed to get some sleep Saturday night, but the 4 a.m. alarms we had set on our phones still came crazy early. Knowing that this was showtime, though, we both managed to roll out of bed, then set about making our traditional pre-race breakfasts—for me, a peanut butter and jelly bagel bread sandwich, banana, and Diet Coke, along with a bottle of water. With that safely digesting, I started getting ready—I put on my Kraft tri-suit, warm-up pants, and my Kraft thermal jacket along with socks and slides—it was too darn cold to go barefoot or sans warm clothes, so I knew I’d be bestowing much of my apparel on my Sherpa crew a bit later. We both did one last check of our special needs bags, grabbed our goggles, swim caps, and wetsuits, and headed down to the transition rooms at Monona Terrace. Vardo had to drop off her gloves in her T1 bag and I needed to drop off a packet of notes Theresa collected for me (she ended up getting way more than I ever could’ve used on the back half of the marathon, so I decided to start the run with some as well). We both took care of our gear bags, then met up again and headed out to body marking.

It’s not uncommon for me to start a race day in the dark and waiting for body marking, but to be surrounded by incredibly fit, anxious people in the cold pre-dawn hours made things start sinking in for me—this was truly the real deal, and I was in line to make it happen. As we made our way to the front of the line (while juggling wetsuits, special need bags, and my bike pump), I tried to stay calm and warm—both were a bit difficult, but I wasn’t as nervous as I thought I’d be at that point. We eventually both got marked—on the front of both legs, both shoulders, and right calf—then took off for our bikes to get them ready. After pulling off the trash bags from my seat and aerobars and checking everything over one last time (I’d heard horror stories of brakes rubbing the whole time, derailleurs crapping out mid-ride, etc. and I wanted to make darn sure Tack was ready to go), I pumped up my tires—not that anyone really cares, but I ride my Zipps at 140 psi, so I pumped away and got them ready to go.

From there, we had one more stop to make—dropping our stuff off at the special needs drop-off point. We headed up to the capital square area, found the appropriate cardboard bins for both the run and bike bags, and tossed ours in with the blind trust that we would see them again before the end of the day. It was weird—really weird—to know that, with that final action, I was as ready as I was going to be, at least from an equipment standpoint…all that planning, all that obsessing, all those checklists came down to one final moment of double-checking the number range on the bin and chucking my precious nutrition bottle, running jacket, etc. into it.

We headed back over to body marking area to meet up with our respective Sherpa crews—we had made arrangements to meet up with them at 6 am, and, like the awesome reliable Sherpa crews that they were, they were all waiting for us when we got over there. Jenny, Steph, and Theresa were decked out in their Iowa State shirts—we hadn’t planned for outerwear when we came up with that idea, but all three had skillfully worn their t-shirts outside of their jackets. Fashionable?? Probably not. Visible and memorable? Absolutely…

Cara, Sparkle, and Sunshine were there as well, and Vardo and I spent a few minutes just hanging out with them. Again, surprisingly I wasn’t all that nervous—I guess by that point I had figured out there was nothing else that I could’ve done to prepare. After a few minutes and what seemed like a ton of photo opps, Vardo and I plopped down on the curb and started putting our wetsuits on. Thankfully, it was still dry at this point—cold, but not raining at least—so things went on well. We talked a few more minutes, took some more pictures, handed our warm clothes and shoes off to our Sherpa crews, and I read through the lyrics to “Defying Gravity” from the musical Wicked one last time to get psyched up for the day.

I had made arrangements to meet up with the Kraft gang at 6:30, so Vardo and I wandered over to the pre-arranged meeting spot to find Erin, Jeremy, Sue, and Michele all decked out in their finest wetsuit attire as well. It was good to see them—there was definitely something comforting in having my friends and training partners together for the final few moments before we made our way down the helix to the swim start. We took a couple more pictures—actually the only shots I have of the Kraft gang together, hugged our friends, and started making our way down to the swim start with the other athletes.

I can’t really describe my emotions as I headed down to the swim start—I remember being a little nervous, especially about the 112 miles of mechanical uncertainty on the bike and the seemingly unavoidable rain that was clearly on the way…apprehensive about the mass swim start with 2500 of my closest triathlete acquaintances…thankful that so many of my friends and family had trekked to Madison to support me through the race…concerned that my mom would worry herself sick and that Steph would wear her pregnant self out…but mostly excited to put to the test the thousands of training miles and months of sacrifice and training. I felt like I was in a really good place mentally and ready to take on the day.

Along the way down, we saw Kristie and Eric (stopped for a picture), Vardo’s family, my parents, and finally Erin’s husband and mom—I’m sure we missed others, too, but man, there were a lot of people to scan along the way. At the bottom of the helix, Vardo gave me a high five and took off to find the Des Moines crew—somehow each of us felt more comfortable starting with our training groups. We joined the throng of mostly white-capped athletes (the guys had white and the women had dark blue) and continued to make our way to the arch, pausing only briefly to acknowledge the national anthem while getting herded across the timing mats and into the water.

Sue, Erin, Michele and I ended up staying together into the water—I can’t begin to express how grateful that I had a final few moments of advice and encouragement from my Iron mentors and friends. As we swam out to where we would self-seed (sort of close to the shore and sort of toward the back, although I really have no idea if that’s where we ended up relative to the mass of swimmers or not), I remember looking around and being amazed that I was a part of this thing—this incredible spectacle of white and blue caps bobbing around as far as I could see, in spite of the cold, dismal weather and in spite of the choppy water. I tried to take it all in—the noise from the crowds along shore, the sound of the blades from the helicopter flying above, the looks of focused anticipation on the faces of my fellow athletes in the water. And then, in a moment that officially kicked off the start of the greatest day of my life, the cannon went off, and the race began.